♥Kxu;KokXuan

Oh finally i can access to this page.

2011-05-30T19:59:00.002+08:00

Annyeong modudeul!

Je ireumeun Kok Xuan Imnida.

Hahahaha~

Reporting at 8.15.

It's going well this few days.

Schedule aren't pack, I'll have quite much freedom this month.

Tomorrow 31st may will have physics lesson at around afternoon.

Then 2nd to 4th june going to have class chalet.

As mr tan left school. D:

Then Gonna check when shall i date my friends out. (:

Well, I failed social studies.

So disappointed. expected i guess.

Okay, thats for all today.

Annyeong modudeul! :D

:/

2011-05-15T15:36:00.002+08:00

You think too highly of yourself.

I didn't need anything from the start.

Yo, check it out. Libra. Nyehehe.

Its says I'm gonna lose my temper this few days. Oh yeah.

Don't make me angry.

Wheeet

2011-05-10T19:15:00.001+08:00

Oh what a great day.

Early morning rain already, cooling.

Hmm, Today's test, was fine.

Okay, I am happy today.

-End-

IM DESPICABLE.

2011-05-09T23:36:00.001+08:00

NOTHING LEFT FOR ME TO SAY NOW.

IM A BITCH.

D:

2011-05-09T12:13:00.002+08:00

I see, Thats how you feel.

And i understand, how i feel.

So this is what you want? Fine.

I'll leave as far as possible.

I don't wanna see, in case it affect me once again.

You don't care. YAIK? AYKM?

you're tryna act. I don't wan anything to do with ya.

I feel bad.

2011-05-04T16:28:00.001+08:00

I think i did. Deeply.

I'm sorry.. D: Truly sorry, from the bottom of my heart.

Please, leave me alone.

You're affecting me a lot.

Don't give me the wrong idea. You shouldn't . From the start.

All i want is chocoOreo.

2011-05-02T03:41:00.002+08:00

You have to run two sides.

Aren't you tired? Because I am. Do you understand?

Sometimes, I wish, Everything.

Everything that's possible.

Ruined.

2011-04-28T17:18:00.002+08:00

Hey, Not being a nag one.

Fail chemistry test. Fail English. Fail Social Studies.

Soon, Will fail maths and Physics. Cause did test today.

Aw, What's wrong with me, so Shag... Aw...

Its for me to know, for you to find out .

But I'm not giving you any chances to find out.

I'm not gonna tell, not gonna think, not gonna see.

Nothing. Things remain the same is always the best choice.

Right?

I feel like eating MANY TUB OF ICE CREAMS!

I like Cookies and Cream. Its my very favourite. Standard.

Oh, tomorrow exam?? OH MY GOD. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.

Seriously, I can't believe it. Gosh. I'm scared.

K, bye.

Rainbow makes my day ^^

2011-04-27T17:37:00.002+08:00

I'm here I'm here!

It'r raining, It's falling, the old man is snoring. then what?

I forgot again :X Bad memory i have. Aw... man.

Oh Yay! Today is a rainy day!

Which is my favourite! Cause it makes me cool~

I did POA test today, didn't really do well.

Cause... never study again. I'm always like this, you see.. D:

I hope at least, right, i can pass, Ahahaha, then its miracle already.

Well, normal school day.. Lessons and lessons..

I've been lacking of water recently, Which landed my in the plight.

Don't ask me what plight. Just.. this plight. Kekeke

Although i see your face everyday..

But it seems so far..

Every time my Mobile shone light. I always hope thats you.

Its you, who's missing me right now. Oh yes...

Can just stay beside me? Even if its just silence and smiles.

With you, nothing is wrong.

Gosh! Mid year exam is round the corner. Okay, i only know how to say.

But still, no actions taken. Hmph! Useless Kokxuan.

You said find a person. I want it to be you.

I think im crazy all about you. Aw.

Wo hen Tao yan zi ji..

2011-04-26T18:23:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Oh hi.

Blogging at 6.25 pm. At 26 April.

Just came back from school, then Beauty shower. Then Beauty dinner.

So beauty dinner-ing now. Hahaha.

Today first period is PE! YAYNESS. -.-

Did 2.4 Run.. I FAILED! YAYNESS -.-

In fact, I run more than 2.4 kay! Counter couldn't see me.

See? I'm too irritating that makes people doesn't wanna see my face...

Cause I'm the world ugliest and irritating girl in the world.

Hey, i know what you thinking right. You must be thinking ' Ey, how you know?! So clever'

Thats it. I guess I'm not wrong. THANKS UH.

Fail 2.4 still got blister. Hmph, Bu hao wan de...

Next week I still have to run. I don't want. I don't want.

Jiayouh bahsss >.<

Alright, i just realise i fail English. YAYNESS.

I fail, chemistry. I fail physics. Soon, i will fail all.

You'll wait. (: Aww, what a nice weather today. FREAKING HOT!!

Aw, what a pleasant day with unpleasant time today... -.-

Can i don't answer that question?

I dunno... I.. dunno how to say or explain.

I just... speechless know.. Sighs. ):

I know its wrong of me intruding your Privacy.

but.. But all i wanna know is just, what you're up to.

Please don't blame me. Please don't hate me.

i know i'm selfish.

Just.

Forgive me.

These days are going crazy, like me.

2011-04-25T17:14:00.005+08:00

Hey Old crones out there. Another day passed.

Its fast isn't it? I seriously hope things are getting better these days.

I think my emotions are switching on and off easily this days.

I must, really must get hold of it. No. I have to.

Today aren't the day for me, as a leader of characters probably.

I know I'de make no sense. Just listen can you?

I didn't liked it, totally.

Why did you tell him I was there? Why did you bother to show my face to him?

Why? I really wanted to ask you this, without hesitation.

But I realise I can't do this. It isn't the right way. There's nothing going on with us.

So why should I bother in the first place? I shouldn't have. Yes..

Perhaps, I regretted my choice. Truly, from my heart.

I can feel shivering, and furious over my head, I can feel it.

I didn't quite enjoyed the time, sitting on a bench, and trying to avoid all I can.

I suppose to have canteen duty today. But I escaped.

Sometimes... I'm pondering, I don't want to be here..

Things are hard to explain Ya know.

I don't want to be thought as, a crazy woman talking no sense.

Oh cut the crap out of it. Did oral today. Was thinking not bad.

But Something seemed to reminding me again and again.

Beware, never take things easy too much. Or belittle perhaps.

Just, conclusion. I didn't had a great day today. Its like worse of the worst.

Serious, No doubt. I realise, the more the eager gets stronger within me.

The greater I fall deeper, and faster. Which I'm anxious about.

Afraid of thinking too much, and crossed the line. Which I always do.

I wished I have the chance, to visit that another world of me. I wished so hard.

I tend to whimper easily now and then. It's starting to pile up, like a habit.

I found another part of me. Probably susceptible I guess.

I always didn't like the idea of consulting someone when I suffered a setback.

Or when I feel so Upset over certain things, that I just couldn't express.

All I can do, is bawl. Which seems like, OH MY GOD,LOSER. That kind. Yes.

So tedious.. that I can't stop kicking away my mind of staying stationary.

Wherever I am, Just Lie transfixed. And Reverie. Yeah. Which is part of my hobby.

I loved it so much that, I can't stop doing it inevitably.

Tomorrow Going to have Physical Lesson. Not really looking forward to it.

Its sucks, as my mind recalled. Just caught a glimpse of my test papers result.

It was so horrendous.. I can't go on like this anymore.

I have to do something about it. I got No stress at all. Which sounds bad.

Well, as expected. Its still the same after years passed.

Alright, Since I've found out all my shortcomings.

Time for me to make amends , Nature of beings.

Packed up, and Vacate now. Bbfn my beloveds.

Me, dejected and aghast, totally.

My perfect masquerade have been smashed, by your bare hands...

There's no way you can embed the little pieces of memories back.

Small as crystal.Like powder of Wicked Magic.

I miss you..

Goodbye....

Oh another Bitter day~

2011-04-23T21:40:00.002+08:00

Oh wow! I feel great When i finished reading Percy Jackson titan's Curse.

Which i just started this morning. I spent hours on it, Really Many hours.

You know, that kind of humongous Hours, really. I was amazingly surprised.

Instead of reading it, i should be reading a FNN book! My test, is on Monday.

There it goes, A test. And i didn't study for it. Instead 'studied' a book..

Which seems no link in real life? An imagination I guess. Oh certainly.

I enjoy reading it, lying on the sofa, Tasting sour skittles. Laughs..

I remembered! I fell asleep once. I was like, holding my precious book.

Suddenly, i feel so drowsy, Here it comes. 'BOOM!' Head goes down.. (:

Then just slept for awhile, recover back to my precious book. Then non-stop began.

I pretty like it much, cos i couldn't stop down. JUST FREAKING COULDN'T STOP.

As i'm reading, my head always have this habit of turning to the right.

There's a clock there! And time passes so fast.. That it just ticking ticking clockwise.

But i didn't do much about it. If im not wrong, i read the book for Approximately 6 hour.

Intended to let part of my hair fly today. Which is cut uh.

But didn't. Nobody can make a trip with me there. Sister is busy.

Joyce had to Make a trip down to the church, as usual of course.

So left me, Alone, all by myself. I didn't really wanna go alone, i feel bored.

And i seem naked if i'm alone,I think i'm insane. Naked? Not much link though.

Okay... So i'm like, Seriously. Like a Beggar, Begging who's coming along with me.

Atrocious, But I didn't really care. Since they're all unavailable.

Guess i'll have it another day. So.. upset. My hair is still up there. My head.

Not much today, again. In fact, most of the things i did was just sitting on sofa reading.

Could't let go, My mind is whirling. Like shall i continue. Cause i wanna know!

What happen next?! Oh my god, oh my god. Hahaha, Im so foolish, I know right.

Oh well, Went to school today. For physics. And wow!

We Did it in a sort of, a staff room? With air-conditioner?

Cool! I liked it. Lots! Okay then.. Did gain a little from that Supp.

But at that moment, was thinking of food, Oreo cheesecake. Yummy~!

So kinda distracted. 'Oh, soul.. Come back please' Laughs.

Okay, Its time for me to pack up stories. And head for my other book.

The battle Of Labyrinth. (: Goodbyes.

My ass Hurts D:

2011-04-22T21:42:00.002+08:00

Hello again. (:

Its unlocking time again! :D

Well, had a great today. Rise and shine at 6. I ate toast bread for breakfast.

Its was amazing, but yet. Tiring. I simply want sleep.

Now i can understand, how 'sleep' is important and nice... Gosh~

Went to meet sunny side up this evening to get my Percy Jackson book.

So great! Now i feel secure and POWER within me. KEKEKEKE

Thank you Sunny side up. ^^

I ate ice cream today! Aw, SO DELICIOUS.

Ice cream makes my day, definitely.

Same routine, gotta wake up at 6 again for the next day...

I hate the feeling of getting up from bed, or pulling up from bed. Or maybe drag.

In fact, not much today. So shall stop here for today.

Don't miss me. (: BBFN!

Can't you just admit that you miss me, you need me.

WOW!

2011-04-21T19:14:00.003+08:00

Oh hey there! :D

My dear Pikachu daddy Says its time for me to unlock my latest news.

Which means, I need to update, yes. You see, I'm a very good daughter.

Hahaha, Well. Kinda miss Daddy. After my Phone officially broke down.

Have been really upset after this incident. Couldn't contact and all.

Well, Im sure youh guys know how i feel. But get this clear!

I'm not a person who can't live without phone okayy, just. I missed it. Yes.

I missed it. (:

Oh yay, SYF for GuZheng got Silver. Thats kind of good news and suprising.

Cause we did badly for it. But hey... We practiced for 2 years okay hunnypiez.

Effort did pay off well lastly. And uh, Mid year examinations is coming!

I can't wait. For it to start. Indeed, i didn't want it to even start in the first place.

Kekeke. These days, i feel like a PIG. I've been sleeping in classes. Okay not really sleep.

Err, how about feeling sleepy? yes. But i didnt sleep.

My head just can't bump down to the table. I think i have this phobia.

Of sleeping in classes. Not even once, i have slept during lessons.

Probably,afraid of getting disturbed in the middle of my beauty sleep.

Just like some, rascals, bangs on table, noises and all.

I didn't really appreciate it much though. ^^

I seems kinda distracted this few days too.. Because Images of Percy Jackson if filling up my head fully. Thats i can't multi task. I can't stop holding that book around me either.

I feel so, no power and insecure without it around. Well, see. I'm insane after all. (:

Seems like something part of me is missing! I wouldn't want that oh dear.

I think its time for me to buck up and stop entering the world of Percy's.

I need a break yeah. Oh yes, That striking moment, i'd thought of being an author.

Just like Rick Riordan. See, his books are adventurous and interesting. (:

I wish i have the chance to be like him. Apparently, my English ain't that fantastic like his's.

And i'm not creative either. Neither having imaginary Brain like his's.

Oh and.. Sharing some talks.

Truly, I've never ever thought of what i want.

When it suddenly came into my mind, i started pondering what i want.

I guess, it shouldn't be what want. Is what i need. yes.

but in fact, there's nothing i need actually. Because, i have everything.

Someone started to ask me, what i desire for. Somebody, another of me.

Is telling me, Marshmallows, baby toys, chicken wings, Choco oreo bubble tea.

And lots more. But i came to think of it, its not what i want. Certainly no.

So, i kind of, still dun really know what i want. :'(

Okay, Its time for me to pack up stories.

See ya soon. Gonna get back to my Camp half blood. (:

Oh yeah, Before packing up.

Pikachu daddy, study hard. (:

Your future awaits youh. YAY! <3

Im upset ):

2011-04-15T22:02:00.002+08:00

Hello humans. Here's my time for youh.

Hmm, had a tiring day today.. D: Not a pleasant day either.

Well, went to eat 'dinner' with clara and esmee. Century square.

Dine at food junction and ate roti prata... :/ Nice. Sugars lots. and curry sauce lots!

yummmmmyyyeh~ Hmm, hi BWJH! I know you're here. enjoy reading my blog. :D

tmr got cca, hope i can wake up. ^^COS IMMA PIG.

Monday got 2 test. FNN and POA, damn.

Daddy make me cry again today. Mummy too.

I cry not because they scold me. Is cos i feel guilty. they always make me feel this way.

I have no idea... probably.. because im just too good. o.o

Sometimes kinda tired of living here.

All i can do is just cry and take in all my anger.

Tues having syf. Good luck to me. (:

bye guyz, love ya. You too. (:

Shh Biatch.

2011-02-16T22:05:00.002+08:00

I DUN SUCK UP.

Oh hello. Today? Is a tiring day.

I yawn countless times in school. YAY.

Hahaha, not exceptional of course. Many other days too.

Well, had FNN today. That teacher must be really insane.

And my oatmeal cookies doesn't taste good! Somebody says its salty!

Oh, heartbreak hunney. Ahahaha :D Oh.. and, did spaghetti too.

IT TASTE LIKE SHIT.

White white, sticky sticky. White mens? LOL Joking.

I just know it doesn't taste good at all. Ewwww Hun.

Had First home tuition today, FIRST LESSON!

So happy, teacher came back from korea le.

She said things that were sold there, cheeeeep ttm! Oh no!

I feel like going there too! Oh no, not go. Try Teleport instead.

Aww... Friday going have cca! Yipee yay yay yipee yipee yay!

NIVEA LIP <3

You shouldn't have started so much from the start.

Now, i'll stop.

Signing off;kxu

Feelings is a weird thing ^^

2011-02-12T23:35:00.003+08:00

Oh! Looks who's here. :D

HELLO BABY. Hahaha, i suddenly missed my blog.

So here i am! Hehehe.

Today was a very fun day with Biao ge.

HE'S A FAT LIAR. AHAHAHAHA.

HE'S A FREAK, WALK DAMN FAST.

HE'S A TALL FREAK, I CAN'T SEE HIM.

AHAHAHA, there's one thing he's perfect in.

He is sucha Nice and caring Brother! :D Seriously.

Hmm.. was quite tired throughout.

And i had to go home alone, almost got lost!

Sad! Im so afraid that i lost my way.

I feel so stupid sometimes, standing in the middle of a place.

And looking out where am i, where should i go. Which direction.

Hmm, looks like, i got a lot to learn! (:

And, today Biao jie go back le.. So sad. No one pei again.

Hmm.. Neh mind. Got books to pei me ):

Ahahaha, okays. Byebye (:

Signing off;Kxu

What the Fuck kay.

2010-09-20T23:16:00.004+08:00

Hello.

Its been ages since diary have seen me.

Well, Life still goes on as Usual. But i don't like it.

End of year is coming round the corner, super Worried.

I am super worried, but I am still unwilling to take action to study.

I'm Far too lazy.

Feel

Pek

Cek

Fucked

Lan

WHATS THE ASSHOLE PROBLEM WITH YOUH??????!!!!!!!?????!!!!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!

I SERIOUSLY CAN'T STAND IT. Aww, and I'mma freaking sad now.

I dunno why.

Our Relationship is going from bad to worst.

Credits to me.

I know i always neglect youh.

I know i always throw you aside.

I know i always treat you like nothing.

I know i always make you feel like nothing.

I know i always make you Jealous.

I know i always make you sad.

I know.

I know EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I KNOW I AM GOOD FOR NOTHING.

I AM ASSHOLE.

I want to change.

I want to treat you better.

But i dunno why. Its just hard.

And i still Love you.

I will do everything.

As long as it can be perfect in my eyes.

I am very Very VERY Vex. Really.

I feel like drawing a line with Everybody.

I want to leave FB.

I dun wanna know what others are doing.

I dun wanna know anything.

I WANNA JUMP DOWN BUILDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Signing off;kxu

Oh, Another meaningless day

2010-09-04T22:54:00.002+08:00

Kxu Is In House!

And, Hi. Nice to meet you all again. Please do visit more often. Thank you.

Today. Is such a Boring day to me. Have been sleeping a lot today.

Till the afternoon. And i hate myself for being a Pig Everyday.

But some people say Taking afternoon naps Help to regain Memory.

I wonder if its true. But Somebody say it is Bad for health.

I don't know which is true. But i only know i love to sleep. And eat.

Daddy made XLB For us. And i ate it. It was way too far Nice. Juicy.

Okay, By the way, Claudia came to My house this evening.

Was planning to have a game of Badminton and exercises.

But because we were too lazy, and we had just finish our dinner some time ago.

And i wanted to watch 'The pacifier' Which is Long ago show. But i just Love it.

Hence, We give up. Hahaha, I knew it will happen like this.

Because its been several times, same thing happened again and again.

But its okay, we'll always have time for another make up Game. Isn't it?

Its really a absolutely Boring day for me today. I can't stand it.

Oh man~ I wan someone to talk to me Please... Not a single human.

And i hate it. I miss MESSAGING. Neh mind. Lets be positive okay?

And i am so Looking forward that C cousins are coming to my house tomorrow!

So happy, finally. There's some one to talk and play with me Everyday.

Oh shit. Tomorrow there's religious Class. It kinda Sucks A bit.

But, i have to go. No choice. Mummy's Not gonna like it if i skip.

Oh yeah! After religious class, Off i go to Somerset With Sista and Claudia Again.

I hope nothing goes wrong again. Let's not make it a wasted trip okay Cousin?

You must help us to cut hair. Please, Oh please. Okay, Thank you.

Kxu is not in the house.

Signing off; Kxu

I'll Never love Again,for you.

2010-09-03T21:25:00.003+08:00

I was Wrong to let you Walk right out of my Life.

I was Dumb to think that i Could survive.

Now it Hurts to know that it means, that i...

I'll Never Love again. Never Never.

I'll never find nobody who can love me like you do.

I'll Never find Nobody who treat me like you do.

I'll never find Nobody else Baby,I'll never fall in Love again.

I was stupid to think that any love could compare to the love that you gave to me from you.

Was a fool, Yes a fool To think that I'd find anywhere Anyone is better for me than you.

Hello. What a moody day today.

Got back Report Book. Yay No failed Subjects.

But i gotta work Double or Maybe Triple Hard For End of Year.

I wanna Get Prize And Money. Money Face ah me?? So bad me.

Hahaha, Okay. Not much today. Except for Co-Curricular Activity.

It was damn hard okay?! Damn fast like siao. first time play so fast.

But still can Manage, Its like Peanut to me. Lol really hope so.

Okay. Byebye

And oh Yeah, Last day of school, thats kinda Good and Not good.

Signing off; Kxu

Cries That no one can hear.

2010-09-03T00:00:00.002+08:00

Oh No. Can't stop thinking about so many things that make me so upset and Furious.

I'm Very sad now! How? What am i gonna do? So confused.

Even if its bathing time, I'm even On-ing my Tap.

I am always the one who is Sacrificing my own time and myself.

Why? Why is it always me? I felt so unfair! Oh no, stop bursting my dear.

I'm kinda superb angry okay? Because its 'Always me'.

Is it an excuse? Yes, both of you. You and You! Because of you two, I'm freaking dead.

Freaking tired. Yes you two. Wondering if you're coming up with ideas from escaping from it.

Whatever.

Yes, And back to you.

Before i made it, I actually didn't really know if its a good idea or bad idea.

Neither have i think about the Future. But i am the one who made it.

But that Doesn't mean i feel Nothing. I am a human. With feelings too.

And with feelings FOR you. Okay? I'm very puzzled now. Troubles everywhere.

I wanna say it out aloud Guys. But its really very hard for me.

It only makes readers Feel Imma Fucking person.

I missed my way now. I wanna Cry.... terribly

:'(

No one can help me?

No one can talk to me?

No one? Really? Okay....

Signing off;Kxu

I'm Broke!

2010-09-01T23:47:00.002+08:00

Hello, Just came back from work Again. (:

And I am freaking tired. Okay. Currently eating Papaya.

Imma Forced! I Hate papayas! It make me shit. What the hell~

Okay, Went shop with my Maid. Its so confuse and making me dizzy there.

So many way, turn and turn, we went the same place again and again.

Without realizing. Hahaha, We're stupid! Not really tired walking for hours.

Didn't manage to eat breakfast and lunch. Spent 90+ Bucks for today.

But it's count as little. True okay?! It doesn't seems much to me.

Well, after that. Rush back to Tampines and Catch Movie 'Step up'.

With Three pretty Ladies. Sista, Claudia And Evelle. Hahaha

Show was cool, How i wish i can dance like them. With Jealousy watching it.

Funny thing is, when i watch the show. My body will move Naturally also.

Hahaha! Stupid me. Okay. Feeling kinda Sleepy already. Eyes Tired.

But i still don't wanna sleep yet. Okay, not much today anymore.

Signing off;Kxu

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

2010-08-31T18:16:00.003+08:00

Happy Teachers Day! :D

Hahaha, Hello Human and Readers. (:

What a great day today. After school, went His house. Do a bit of maths Homework.

Then had fun with him. Well, Not Being a Santa Claus on Teacher's Day.

Cause i don't bother to give any presents. Who cares?

Okay, Eat one big bowl of Yogurt Just now. And now drinking One big bottle Green tea.

I missed it. Wanna buy Green tea in school, but its always out of stock. Oh man~

Boy, Don't forget. You own me one bottle of Green Tea :D Hahaha

Yay, Holiday is coming. C Cousins is coming. Gonna play with them.

And oh yes! Tomorrow is shopping Day Again. Lets spend all till my Pocket empty.

Then ask Boy Fee treat me Lunch, Hahaha. Kidding. I'm bored. Everyday.

Its hard to live without yogurt now. Imma addicted to it. Lawls Joke.

Other people eat that for health. But i eat it for fun and it taste nice. Treat it as a dessert.

Talk a lot to Meera On Msn Yesterday Night.. H2H , Laughs. Very open to her ah. :D

Share lots of things with her which other people don't even know.

Especially the People that are very very close to me. They don't even know a single thing.

What a hot day today! Stand under hot sun and see the Teachers, Students play games.

What the hell, such a torture. The worst is, I got Pimple again. Fuck it.

I don't like. When can i make my face to be as smooth as Jelly?? O.O

Oh , it doesn't sounds good. Cause it will like 'Drop down'. Lawls

Suddenly have the urge of eating French Fries. But i only like mac's French Fries.

If they have cheese, Like KFC, that would be absolutely perfect. (:

Imma being damn damn lazy this few WEEKS. Have been skipping jogging.

Always say want to Jog, then in the end, Lazy Ah. Hahaha

I miss Dancing, I miss Singing. I miss Music.

Lastly, absolutely miss my Phone. When can i get back?!I already get 3A's.

Why can't i have it back? Mummy so greedy. After 3A's then 5A's.

If i really can get 5A's, i will be GOD. But i can never be GOD. Cos i haven Die! Hahaha!

Err, i know i am kinda Lame. Okay, Neh Mind. Stop my Crap, Nonsense. >.<

Have been eating late dinner nowadays. Like addicted to computer. Failure.

Hmm, Getting fatter and fatter everyday. Well, hopefully not Always.

OKAY, Nothing else to say. Bye Bye Human and readers. (:

Signing off;Kxu

Love

2010-08-25T20:47:00.003+08:00

LOVE

is Patient

is kind

it does not envy

it does not boast

it is not proud

it is not rude

it is not self-seeking

it is not easily angered

keeps no record of wrongs

does not delight in evil

rejoices with the truth

always protects

always trusts

always hopes

always perseveres

Never Fails

Hours pass

Days go

But there's one thing i want you to know

Thats my love

Stands eternal

I will leap

Any Hurdle

And it ticks

Just like clock

And like time

It never stops

And of this

You can be sure

Because my love

For you Is pure

Oh Tiring Day man~

2010-08-25T20:04:00.004+08:00

Hello. One word to describe today.

"TIRED" !!!! Super tired. Can't open my eyes widely.

Well, coolest thing is. Can enjoy in a Air-conditioned room for 3 periods.

I love it. But i certainly need a blanket and pillow for me to turn in there.

Hahaha, Best! Come thinking of it, Projector spoil is not a bad thing! Hahaha

Head home constantly after school. Board bus. Unknowingly, fell asleep.

This shows how sleepy i am today. Hard to concentrate when having lessons.

Just finished eating dinner. And chocolates again!! Ate too much.

I just can't stop myself from eating foods when i am trying to save Money.

Can't stand myself. Always tell myself to save money, don't eat for today.

Hahaha, in the end. I can't stand the sight and smell of food. Greedy pig i am!

So anyone wanna treat me for lunch? Hahaha!Best if someone wants to!!!

Until now, still thinking of Marvellous Cream Stall.

I swear to try that Strawberry Shortcake for the next time i head there!! Must!

Okay. Going off now. Bye Bye! :D

I am really so vexed.

Signing off; Kxu

I'm so gonna be insane.

2010-08-23T15:49:00.002+08:00

Well, absolutely a bad day for me today.

I hate it.

FML, whatever it is.

Damn bad mood today. Or almost everyday.

Best thing is, I am finally engross with a book.

A single book that has ever occupied all my mind for the first time.

Err, not really sure if it is really the first time. HAHAHA

Okay, i have no mood to talk about anything else anymore.

Bye bye guys.

Lastly, some sentences to you.

Stop saying nasty things about when i never do so already.

And, you don't have to pretend calling other people

when you're just calling me a Mother Fucker in front of me.

Well, best of it, i didn't heard a single thing. I just heard it from a Good Friend of mine.

Saying it that you say so much nasty things about me.

I don't blame you. (: Whatever you wanna say, it fine with me.

Because no matter how much you say, You can never destroy my impression to others.

I shan't say sorry for whatever i said all those nasty things last time.

As you are doing it to me now. If you really hate me.And treat me as a lifetime enemy.

Go ahead, tell me in my face. You hate me. It doesn't really matter. Okay?

Don't think too much Friend (:(:(: I love you <3

Signing off;kxu

Wasted Trip!

2010-08-22T22:28:00.002+08:00

Hi guys!

Just came back from somerset.

So sad, Claudia Sista and me intended to go there find cousin help us cut hair.

But then he off already. So next week then can go.

Well, not really wasted trip instead. Hahaha

Cousin treat us to Sakae Sushi. Then brought us to Marvellous Cream.

Its a shop, lots of ice cream! Oh my god. I saw Strawberry shortcake.

Err, don't misunderstand. Its a dessert. Not human.

I wanted to choose it. But it was out of stock. Shagggggggg~

Cause when i eat it, i know i will feel very blessful. As it reminds me of him.

But since its out of stock, ate natural strawberry ice cream instead.

Awesome! Really damn natural. Very nice.

Can say i ate the most sushi today. Hahaha So full.

Thanks cousin! I love you. <3>

Trained back to Tampines. Oh man. Long journey.

My leg is gonna break soon! Oh my dear..... Tiring.

Stand throughout. Took a lot of pictures in the Train.

While walking to interchange when we were still at Somerset.

I acted as a reporter taking photos of cousin. Like paparazzi.

Chase after him, some more when i take got flash. Really like one.

Hahaha, it was fun! Laugh like crazy in the train. Four of us, plus Maid.

Like only we laughing. So awkward. Imma Joker.

Cause i made them laugh like hell. Hahaha ^^

Happeh Journey. Well, misses him........

Specially when i saw the strawberry shortcake dessert.

Okay, Gotta go sleep now. It late. I hope can cut hair Next week.

Cause i hate the current hairstyle. Bye guys! <333

Signing off;kxu

My 'Pretty' eyes

2010-08-16T18:28:00.002+08:00

Hey, I'm here.

Well, came back at 4 after lunch.

Then lie on sofa watch Television. YOG Gymnastic.

So cool, Hahaha. How is wish i can be like them.

But no Pain No Gain. Watch the performance then i slept halfway.

It seems I'm really feeling tired.

Yay, there's CCA Tomorrow.

Happeh~ Can get my new nails from teacher as i ordered.

Today was not really fun. Because of my pathetic Eyes.

But it seems better now. Hopefully can recover by today.

But not become worst. Well, Kinda Bored now. Can just play games.

And Oh no! I haven do my Home Economics Coursework.

I Don't like to be in Miss Siti's Class. She have been giving us a lot of stress.

And lots of Homework too. Oh Man...

Then now Haven bathe since just now.

Hahaha. Far too lazy to Bathe already.

Always like that. I'm such a Lazy Mouse. Kekeke

Okay, did Literature test and Science test today. Like a piece of shit.

I don't know how to do A single Question!!! Seriously I don't know.

Gonna fail for sure. Cos i anyhow do. Hehehe

Well, I'll dig your eyes out and you'll know.

Whats so nice about staring at me uhh??

I'm so curious. Hahaha. Which way did i offend you?

Ohh I know. You're jealous. Because i have a Good friend.

You're Jealous for whatever i said to you. So what?

Its none of your business. She loves to come here.

You don't have to stare at me like that. Because i hate your eyes.

And maybe your whole body. How i wish i won't see you everyday.

Talk to me so loud today Right? Seems fierce. But too bad.

I not scared. Hehehe Sorry. Well, One sentence.

I can't stand you. No matter how much you change for the better.

It seems that, you really hate me a lot. So what ever i say, No use.

How was your friendly match my sweetie?

Must be tired playing with them right?

Rest well My Strawberry Shortcake. <3

Signing off;Kxu

FunFUN!

2010-08-15T21:16:00.002+08:00

Hellohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh`

Just now Finished Jogging and play Badminton.

Great experience! Damn Fun! but very tired and Hungry.

Ate three Ice-cream Just now. Claudia treat me.

HAHAHA, ate the sourz Ice cream and sourz Sweet.

Everything sour. Claudia suspect I'm pregnant.

Hahaha, Kidding. Played a while, then Darren come.

Played with him, tiring. Picking up shuttle Cock.

Not play Badminton. Joking. He where got so Pro?

When I ate the sourz ice cream, they was damn SIM.

Thought i eating cock. Cos it looked like one.

But it was really damn nice to eat. Sour Sour one.

Then after finish playing, we sent Darren to bus stop.

Well, Claudia planned Next month gonna stay our house.

Till End of Year over. So she can study with us. Go home with us.

Eat dinner with us. Everything together. Happeh! Hahaha

Oh no! I haven BATHE yet. Stinks. I lazy ah.

Okay. Finished my story. Total conclusion. FUN.

Signing off;Kxu

Oh yeah! Our Anniversary!

2010-08-15T16:15:00.002+08:00

HellooooooooooWheeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Yesterday was So fun! Hahaha

We ask Claudia out to Tampines Mall Yesterday.

Then we shopped for like quite along time.

While waiting for Claudia at Mac's. I saw MT Teacher!

We chatted for a while then she went off. She bought a lot of foods.

Yummy, Saliva dripping. Hahaha Feel like eating also Ahhh.

Spent 33 Bucks Yesterday. Spendthrift me. Not really actually.

Then three of us passed by a ring shop. We were discussing if want to buy or not.

We took damn long to think okay? LOL, then keep scissors paper stone to decide.

I know kinda Lame, but it was so hard o make decision. Hahaha

But i wanted to buy clothes. But change mind. So together, we bought ring.

Then each ring carving our own name. And now...

14 August is our Friendship Anniversary! So happeh`

After shopping, headed home. Claudia followed us.

She stay overnight at our house. Cool.

Evening time, Played Badminton with Aunt Cousins Siblings and Claudia.

Fun! Very fun. Hahaha, had to empty my bowels. Ran up to house.

Then they continue playing, Saw my mother at home.

Then sadly, Have to go work with her. As she request. I'm a good Daughter! ^^

Midnight 12 then i come back. Saw Sista and Claudia lying on bed lerhs.

But haven Fall asleep. They say they wait for me come back.

Woweeeeee. So sweet worhh~ Hahaha Yeah Yeah!

I remembered afternoon we was chatting after we came back from shopping.

Then we talk, Laugh. We talked about fart! Hahaha

So funny. So unglam. Hahaha. Okay, stop talking bout this. Disgusted.

Today went to religious class Again. Damn sleepy....

Then Sista Pinch me. Freaking pain! She keep asking me to be awake.

Only one thing can keep me awake which is think of My Strawberry Shortcake.

True orh! No choice. Yesterday 2 like that then sleep. So hard to be awake.

Come back from religious class. Then Sista and me went to century Square.

Bought a few things AGAIN. Okay, LOL. So another 9 Bucks fly away.

Strawberry shortcake Gonna Nag me Again..... Hahaha

Save Money....Save Money........ Heeeeeeeeeeee

And now! I'm heading to Jogging and Badminton with Claudia And Sista!

Bye Guyz! Sure lots of fun today. Muacks.

I miss you.... <3

Signing off;Kxu

Let me off, Pls~

2010-08-13T20:35:00.002+08:00

I'm tired and sick of explaining the same thing again and again.

Please.. I'm really tired. Give me a break Oh` man.

I'm damn frustrated and feel like slapping you till you know how to Shaddap.

Changed. Everything has changed. Just like your attitude.

I hate whatever you say to me. Seems like picking on me Isn't it?

If you really don't like me, and hate when i always treat you so badly.

Then that's it. I don't mind. Just kick me away to one side. And leave me alone.

In the past, i don't mind if you talk to other people.

Even if you said, they're better than me. I know you're just kidding.

So i didn't put it in my mind. But it seems different now.

Whenever you said something hurting to me.

Such as replacing me with others? I felt damn hurt.

Wanted to burst you know? Whenever you are so close to a person.

Even if its just a few words with that person when i didn't even have a few words with you.

I felt Jealous. Jealous! Jealous you know? Even if it's just a small action.

I realize i became sensitive to everything. Blame you.

Why did you make me fall in love with you?

Did you put spell on me? What so good about you?

I also don't know. But i only know i love you. And that's it.

Jealous is occupying my mind almost everyday.

My mind is gonna burst Freaking Idiot~~~~!

Well, today was not a really nice day for me.

But Co-Curricular activities was not bad.

Quite fun venting anger on The instrument that i was playing.

So i had a great time playing and talking to Esmee.

Talking about Benjamin Yeo, and Friends that bullied her.

I felt so uneasy when i heard that. So unfair. Felt so sorry for her.

Oh yeah! I remembered! Before i went to Co-curricular activity.

I went to XingYu's class to help him paint the wall.

Hahaha, So happeh! He should treat me to chocolates if he wanna thank me.

Great effort painting the wall okayz?! But it was fun of course.

That't it. Tomorrow have tuition again. Boring~

Bye guyz.

Signing off;kxu

What a fine day ;O

2010-08-12T16:30:00.003+08:00

Just got back my Geography test today. I passed.

But not my expectation. I felt disappointed. It's all right.

I can do better for end of year and class tests.

My maths... Drowning. Oh my God. It's so hard.

I'm struggling with Direct Proportionality And Indirect.

Including Map scales. Like, I don't understand a Single thing?

Afraid that i will fail for these chapter. Some more this Thursday got test.

Oh Oh~ I hope at least i can pass. I don't wanna see red inks on the list.

Well, Not a bad day today. I feel good today. Happy Happy~

Maths change marks again. More happy! Got 92 for it.

Can't believe it. That's so surprising.

But I'm sure that this month if got class test, sure fail all.

Ate Rice during recess again. Seriously, I don't know what to eat.

There's only a few stalls that sell nice food. The others all i don't like.

It either don't suits my taste or not nice.

Maybe I'm too picky. Should learn to be more 'ANYTHING' :D

And, See all those People who are Fasting, they are so pathetic.

Boring, now Mummy everyday come and fetch me after school.

I hate it. No freedom~ Now, i got one NEW loudspeaker at home.

24 hour ON. My 'Maid'. She's been nagging me almost everyday.

Say when do you wanna eat your dinner..... and so on. Faster Bathe~

Why you everyday eat so late?! I wanna wash the plates!

She gave me that kind of face. I was like ,Whatever Auntie~

I'm so bad to her. Not exactly. At least sometimes i treat her Chocolates!

Then scold me say, why you never wrap your ___ when you throw it??

Only know how to wrap presents.. Why you don't know how to wrap this?!

She's always like that. But i should be happy. At least i got someone to care for me.

If it weren't for her, I will be alone everyday. Other members all out.

They're always so busy. Maybe a good thing also. I don't know.

OH GIRL~ I wanna know more friends.. Can anyone make Friends with me?

I would love to. Not being popular okay? Just yeah~ Being Friendly.

Some kind of a bit problems with him again.

He said I treat him cold. Even the 'Outsiders' can see.

Personally, I don't think so. Although i never talk to you a lot.

But i don't think we're really 'THAT' cold. I still treat you same as before.

So, don't anyhow think okay? That shall be better.

I hope we can make a sandcastle together.

That will be my wish for this year then <3

Signing off;kxu

They don't matter at all.

2010-08-11T17:22:00.004+08:00

Well, not a bad day today.

Worst thing is, I had a Non-stop running nose today.

Cough is recovering.

RAINY DAY AGAYN.

I'm so~ Happy. (:

I wonder why...I kept asking myself.... If i really had chosen the wrong path to walk on.

I always hesitate if the things I've done is right or wrong. I couldn't find the right answer.

Turning back or not is the only way out for me. Sometimes, spending time with you is really very rare. I feel happy and relaxed when ever I am with you.But i always feel that... I can't get near you. It seems that we've really gone to the maximum. This is not i wanted. I've always wanted to try to understand.But something is holding me back. I don't wanna hurt you baby. I always wanted to give you a comfortable feeling whenever you're with me. I treasure this relationship seriously. Definitely. When you hold my hand, i understand. That it's meant to be. There's a limit. I had always wanted to spend all my time on you. Even just the whole day, we can't talk. I will still enjoy that short period. It is totally different now. I have lost my freedom. Things just turn out the opposite way that i wanted. Just, sometimes. You really don't understand me. I don't get it if this is the way i should react. Another me is telling me so many many things. And restricting me from doing so many bad things that i shouldn't do. Whenever unhappy things happened, I feel there's no necessary to tell you. But i should. Right? We seemed close. But actually, there's really quite a distance to reach your deeply heart. There's many things we don't know. Because i think, we really hadn't gone to the real state. Maybe you and me really hadn't reach that age yet. Even if i know it wouldn't really last very long, i still chose to follow you. Because i only know for now, You're my choice. I don't know what will happen in the future, neither do i wanna know. I don't wanna land you in trouble okay? I realized i find it hard to face you sometimes. I just went so secretive when it comes to you. So, if one day. I really... Give up on everything. Please understand me. Don't think too much if you suddenly come by this. Well, of course i hope you don't come by this. It only add trouble to you. Right? Don't keep all the thing in your heart. Say it out. Sometimes, i really don't know what you're thinking.

So just do me a favor okay? Tell me whatever you're thinking. And... sorry for hitting you so badly today. Felt guilty rather. I'm very very sorry <3

I noticed, whenever i said something.

It really happened. Its been several times.

So, I'd better watch out when i say stuffs.

Okay, all for today.

Good luck for my Geography common test results tomorrow.

Something is hinting me, I'm failing that.

NOW, I ONLY KNOW.

WE'VE DRIFT APART.

Signing off;kxu

OH Oh

2010-08-10T21:36:00.002+08:00

I was late for the session today.

Mummy lorh.

Say its still early still early.

Then in the end, got late.

Well, same.

Feel sick today.

Saw baby today.

Feel delighted.

But we dint talk much.

Its a damn boring day.

Just went there for less than an hour.

Tsk, all my pimples come out liao.

Hahaha, ugly pig.

Well, had a nice nice afternoon nap today.

Thats all for today. Byebye

Signing off;kxu

2010-08-09T21:41:00.002+08:00

Oh my god.

I's super Very Very Very tired.

Woke up at 6.30 am to help Mother work.

While other people sleeping soundly.

So sleepy... No choice.

Walk here and there for hours.

My leg is gonna break!

It aches so much now.

Got scald by two times.

My Dad and Mummy is the culprit.

Ate a lot today.

Drank cold stuffs so much.

Not suppose to.

My stomach is becoming a garbage bin.

My fats are coming~ Laughs

While working, sneezed lots of times.

Over twenty-times. Certainly.

I know why. Because someone is missing me a lot.

HeHeHe, BHB~ Whateva~

Currently having blocked nose.

Really irritating and miserable.

Feeling so sick so sick.

Just finished eating medicine.

I hate medicines. D:

I feel like throwing tantrums!

I feel damn irritated now.

Some more my good friend come again.

Make it more worse.

Body very heaty now.

Thats why.... Blocked nose.

Alright, not to talk much.

Its late. Bye babes <3

Signing off;kxu

Outing^^

2010-07-05T20:27:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 10 am Today.
Then went to shop around AGAYN.
Then ate Lunch.
I Chi Mee Rebus.
Sister ate French toast.
Then mummy bought some clothes for Sister.
Oh dear, My hand is so itchy AGAYN.
Itching for Shopping.
Just finish Ordering from Sweetpy.
Then nao i wann AGAYN.
But pokkai Liao D:
Seriously hopeless me.

Well, after eating lunch.
Then head home and change clothes.
Took bus with Sister.
I went to meet Boyfee.
Sister went Whitesands to Meet JieFu.
Btw, Happy Fourth Month for your!!!
Hahaha, Jiefu, happy liao horh?! :D

Met Boyfee, went to whitesands too.
To meet Joshua and Fuyao.
Then headed to Tze sheng's house.
Do TangYuan (:
Very fun, after doing.
Then we slacked at his house.
Watched fucking videos.
Watched the Simsons too.
Is it the way to spell simsons?
I not sure. LOL
Then left his house, Tze sheng sent us down.
Headed to whiteSands AGAYN.
Pei Joshua go 'KFC' First.
Nice KFC, Nice significance too.
Hahaha, right Boyfeee?? :D

Then Boyfee suggested to sent me home.
By the time, was 7+ lerhs.
Then i pei-ed him wait for bus.
See him board bus then i left to buy sweets.
Before Nakiah say i break promise AGAYN.
I promised to buy sweets for 'Thousands' time.
But i always lazy and forget.
Hahaha, finally.
Bought for Twice.
Skittles, rainbow Sweet.

Damn it.
The previous day, On Saturday.
I bought Hershey's Kisses.
Woww, im so excited for it.
But in the end, The taste seems ruined!
It seriously taste awful.
I think is because of the wrapper smell.
Feel like puking after putting my nose near it.
Even my tuition teacher says it taste bad.
When normally my tuition teacher finds everything OKAY.
JOKE, ahahha :D

Ate many things today.
Well, for breakfast, ate pancake.
Then ate Mee rebus and abit of French Toast for Lunch.
Then ate TangYuan,Peanut one :D
Then ate dinner.
After dinner, ate Durian.
When i don't feel like.
Then Drink Ice milo.
Then eat Yogurt.
Then eat Sweet, Skittles.

Im so......., gonna be fat.
Haizzzzzzzzzzz, eat so muchh!
SUCHA PIGGG AMMM IIIII!!!!!!!

Boyfeeee, well.
As you know We were in the bus today.
Heading to my house.
As you know, i feel so tired and sleepy.
When i was thinking of lying on your shoulder...
I hesitated. Wo Bu Zhi Dao Wei Shen Me D:

<3>

Signing off; Kxu

I Fucking Hate This Day!

2010-07-04T18:17:00.002+08:00

Ewwww, So Tiredddddddd D:
Just came back from my parent's workplace.
Crap mann~ Woke up at 5 am today.
To prepare go work with them
Then took a quick bath before leaving.
Starting was so energetic.
Then slowly, my eyes going to close up.
Kind of busy.
Do something wrong.
Got scolded Several times.
Was Giving that 'Fucking face'.
One of the worker shout here and there.
Beside me, so close some more.
My ear now got problem already.
That worker was making and KokXin Lose face.
Ask us walk here and there.
Shout until so loud some more.
Like scolding us like that.
SosoSo DuLan.
Help them do work.
In the end, Got scolded in return.
REALLY THANK YOU SO MUCH.
Cos other people's Kid are sleeping so soundly.
We still have to go work with your.
I understand everything.
That's why i never really complain in front of your.

Well, Hao Peng You come Again.
Guess that's why my mood is So LAN`
Seriously superrr duh tired.
Yesterday played with the security code in my phone.
However, its didn't appear as much as i thought.
And it's lock from yesterday till today.
I can't use it. But thanks to Sister.
She help me call the service thingy.
Then Know the PUK code lerh.
Henggggg siol :D
I thought i forever cannot use lerhs
So saddded, but it okay naoooo!

So i guess tomorrow going to Tze sheng's house with boyfee.
Do chinese Food Prrroooooject.
Sucks, dun feel like doing.
But i wanna get the marks ^^

Oh gosh, I'm still thinking wad clothes shall i choose.
Or maybe i had one decision lerhs.
Just being greedy.
I wanna EVERYTHING~~~~~~~
So NICEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
I WANNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!

I think i gonna sleep early today.
Like a pig. Oink Oink. :D

Signing off; Kxu

Rain agayn!! :D

2010-07-03T18:33:00.002+08:00

HeeeHeee, i posted Agayn.
Just finish posting this morning.
Here i Go Agayn ~

Well, Just finish my Dinner.
So Boring today.
Staying at home for the whole day.
Blog Shopping.
Have decided what to buy.
Oh Gosh! So excited. LOL
Just now Daddy called home.
I was having tuition.
But still, i was the one who pick up de call lah.
Then i was laughing with my tuition teacher.
When i just picked up the call, he shouted at me immediately :(
Say, "Laugh laugh laugh! Ask you come and Work also Don't Wan!!!!"
I was giving that 'huh' Look.
Then pass the Phone to my Mummy.
Where got liddat one lorh.....
So Unfriendly.... :(

Rain Rain Go Away.
Come Again Another Day.
Little Children Want to Play.
BlahBlahBlah. Dunno liao.
Hahahaha :D

Signing off; Kxu

Raining season!!! Here we goes!

2010-07-03T12:20:00.007+08:00

Please read this Nicely.
I spent 1 and a half hour doing this Fucked up post.
Cs got problem. So i edit many times. (:
Thank you ~

PeeeediPeeeeeep`
Instead, this few days don't really need to on air-conditioner.
It's like, the weather already cold lerhs.
I Love The Weather Like Naooooo
Like 25 degrees Celsius lorh~

Well, yesterday was Our 5th month.
HappyFifthMonth Boyfeeeee~

Though sometimes we might be cold to each other.
But always know i love you manymany okay?
Thought sometimes i will bully or prank you.
But always know i have always wanted you happy okey?
Thought some times i shower muchmuchies love one you.
But that's not enough, I love you more more than that much okey?

Unexplainable Love, comon (L)

I hope you can really concentrate on your studies.
Though you never fail any of the subjects.
And i know you far too clever :P
But still do your work regularly lahh.
I don't wanna see you everytime got scold by teacher.
Even if you don't mind to get scolded.
But spare me a thought. Hui Xin tong Derh.
Soooo, JiaYousssss!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

Yesterday CCA was so slacking.
After awhile then i Really Start practicing.
Learn new song, Jay Chou one.
KokXin's Idol, wooooHooooo~ Hahaha
Damn nice, i love to play that song.
Not really difficult to play, still can manage.
After CCA, rain comessss!
Darren came to fetch KokXin after that.
I follow, he brought unbrella [:
So considerate lahh youh
No wonder sister will Love youh So much.
Reacher home then ate dinner.
Bathe at 9.30 pm.
Then use computer for 10 minutes like that.
Called boyfeee and chat.
Help sister cut things.
Soooo, duh sleepy lorh.
Haizzzzz, but never mind lah.
So, 12 liddat then sleep after talking to Boyfeee~
Got tuition later at 3 pm.
Don't feel like having tuition at all lorh.
But no choice.
Teacher keep rushing me to have tuition.
Like wanna earn money liddat.
But she ald working lorh.
Got salary somemore lehhs
Hahahaha, okayokay.

Had Big Breakfast today.
Thanks Tang-Ge for buying us Mac (:
Then aunty brought it back for us while sending Tang-Ge to interchange.
Sooo full, don need eat lunch liao.
Straightaway eat heavy dinner tonyt.
Hahahaha, okay. Im going off now!
Byebye Readers. Tagg me Okeys, Please?!
Don't come silently can Stalk me like shyt.
Heee, Joking. Rmb, Taggg! :D

Signing off;Kxu

Super Tired, until seems like crying.

2010-07-01T18:47:00.003+08:00

Hi, same thing.
But woke up slightly earlier today.
At 4.50 am.
Suppose to reach school earlier.
But the bus is taking fucking Long time to reach.
Cos i have to do Chinese Homework.
So have to go school and do.
Meet up with boyfeee~
Disgusted, this morning walk to bus stop.
Then heard rat squeaking.
Always thought i step on it.
Illl` I hate it.

Same place after reached school
After awhile, then Xingyu come lerh
Today so health screening.
Leg and hands keep trembling.
So scary. The answer was, my spine is crooked!
To the left side. Sad sad sad. Never mind
No geography today. Rock mann~
Whole day feel tired.
Yawn over 30 times, and tears all over my face :D

After school, went JustAsia with Claudia, Jamie and Jialing.
To have lunch. (:
Super Duperr Full. Their portion is real big.
Ate what..... Dory what cheese something something one lah.
Niceeee, but a lot. ^^
Sad lorh, Gladys never come.
TskTsk, go with her friends they all.
After that, head back school with Claudia.
Then saw JieFu. Hahahaha
Chatted with him while waiting for KokXin too.
Miss so many bus horh Darrennn~
Cos wan stay longer with my sister ehh?
Become so call the sworn sister and brother.
Cause he's so despo for a sister.
Wish you good luck JieFu (:
Hahahaha
Chat alot with Evelle today. (:
Cheer up Evelle! Take things easy alrighty?!
Don't think too much too. Heeeeez >.<
Then took bus with Sister and Evelle.
Great journey today. IlOVEIT

signing off;kxu

Drowning everday during lessons D:

2010-06-29T20:36:00.002+08:00

Hello Fellows`
Morning woke up at 5.00 to meet boyfeee~
I never lai chuang lehh, so not lan duo cong :D
Hahaha, same routine, alight at his bus stop.
Walked to school.
Reached school at 6.15 am.
Bought Green Tea, Out of water lerh.
He bought one too.
Erm, Drank three bottles of Green Tea.
Then Ren Niao For 1/2 hour. Hmph~
Well, its kinda HOT for me today.
I Have been Sweating for No Reason, really a hot day.
Even If there's a huge fan under me.
Even If It Rains indy morning.
Currently, mood is better, much much better than yesterday lohh
Cos I no Longer Give a HECK About it
It makes no difference At ALL
During Science Lesson, Damn sleepy.
Cannot concentrate ahh...
Yawn for over 20 times lerh lorh.
After School, ate with gladys.
Was planning to skip cca Today lorhh.
But then horh, Never Skip.
Forgot to bring GuZheng file.
Heng today is learn new Song, Not old one.
Cannot memorize lahh, memory Not good.
My Pathetic fingers suffered during CCA
Lost 5 nails for GuZheng, then have to use my Real Finger.
Lost my Nails For 2 Times Ald lehh.
Damn pain, Whole finger Red larh.
I pity youh, my Prettay Fingers
Laughs during CCA, teacher 'BreakVoice'
Humm Humm Humm, then suddenly go out of tune.
Sadded, today Esmee never come for CCA. Dunno why.
After CCA, wait for Gladys.
As she wanna Slack In school.
Then i 8 pm then reach home.
Missed many bus lorh, perposely de, Like Duh.
LMAO, then coincidence lorh.
Saw Boyfeee coming out from school, walking to bus stop.
Hah, Shoulder Very Painn lehh. So Suan D:
Just Finished eating dinner ;D
Drank barley! Thanks Ateh Ateh. (:

Why Avry1 Must Wear A 'Mask' In School?
Why Can't They Just Be Straight Forward?
Why They DoWan Tell How Unsatisfied They Are About Youh?
Why Must They Act To Be 'Nice' In Front Of Youh?
Why Ppl Still Bitch Bout Youh On Your Back?
Why They Cnt Open Their Mouth N Say Bravely, 'I Don't Like You'?
Is It A Drama, And All The Things They Know, Is Just acting?
Isn't It Better To know If Who Don't Like Youh?
Isn't It Easier To Solve Problems If Youh Know The Fact?
Isn't It Easier to Clear The Misunderstandings Face To Face?
Is Acting all They Can Do, So Pathetic?
Is It, they Have The Guts To Act N All, But No Guts To Tell Youh?

Comon.
What Human Is This Man?
What World is This Mann?
A Materialistic One? Yes.
A Realistic One? Yes.

I HATE MATERIALISTIC PEEPLE.
GyNN SEMO? :O
Only Know That Niaaaaaa~

LOL! I Have Been Crapping Alot hor?
Like Shyt, No Mood Now.

Bye Fellows

Really hurts...

2010-06-28T18:53:00.010+08:00

After all, its still the same...
But i won't let it die. But maybe, now it's over, it's over. Why is it over...?
We had the chance to make it.
Now it's really over, it can't be over. I wish i could take it back.
I'm falling apart, I'm really falling apart.

Waiting for your call I'm sick.
Call I'm angry.
Call I'm desperate for your voice.
I'm listening to the song we used to sing.
In the car do you remember?
Butterfly Early Summer...
It's playing on repeat....
Just like when we would meet...
Like when we would meet.
Cause i was born to tell you I love you.
And I am torn to do what I have to.
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished I am new I am fresh.
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh.
Cause every breath that you will take.
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes
What's your fantasy
What's yours~
What's yours~
And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

My heart really shatters.
After knowing this is how you treat me. And is this really how you treat me? I seriously can't believe it.
I wanna save this past long lasting Friendship back, can work it out with me? So, in your eyes.....
I became an invisible person?
A person that, when you need me, you come near me.
A person that, when you don't need me, you kick me away.
This is the first time you're treating my like this.
Oh please, i really miss the times when we're back together.
Our Friendship seems strong, but its just like a shell. Its so fragile.
My fault, it's all my fault. I shouldn't have brought you to her. It's me...
Now, i feel. You treat me just like a normal friend. Not like how we used to be anymore..
I feel so alone~ Ohh, god. I need support. I wanna let go...
But I'm so not gonna breakdown. It seriously breaks my heart after the incident today.
Do you really know me in the first place?

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I wanna know how much i matters to you. But i dun wanna know the fact....
Can you please tell me a lie?? Just say i mean a lot to you. The most important person in this world.
Dun make me cry for you. Please.... I dun wanna to.
I don't wanna pretend that i dun care for you when the each day i sees you.
I'm not being selfish. I just wanna the whole world to know i treat you like one part of my body.
I wanna the whole world to know, Me really Loves you A Lot.
Although sometimes, you might be offensive. But i really need ya.. Really...

Remember, not that i dun love you.
Just, Love? No matter how strong it is.
Just Can't be explain by words.

Bye avry1. See you next time.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

2010-06-26T17:35:00.002+08:00

WelloWeeeeWheeeee :D
Long time never post ler larh, hehehe
Hmm, things are going fine with me naoo.
Just that Hw are really irksome.
Went out with aunty,just came back.
Bought shoes AGAYN,wheeee ^o^
Ate ice cream! :D And it melted -.-
My hand and legs are soooo duh sticky.
Shared bubble tea, and AGAYN.
My favourite, Strawberry Red Tea. (:
TeaTeaTeaTeaTea, ILoveTea. :O
WooooHoooo, tuition change date AGAYN.
Change to tumorow lerhs.
YipeeYayYayYipeeYipeeYay
Teacher called me, then say got tuition today.
Hahaha, then i said, huh... so fast orh.
Then change le lorhs! :D :D

Yesterday nyt was damned CooooL
Played The Sims 3, from 12am to 6.10 am.
Then 6.30am turn in, 12.30pm woke up.
I dun wanna get Dark Circles. :(
But heng i got use the Eye Mask, Muahaha
Of course b4 that, chatted with boyfeee for hours.
But then I'm so sorry that the line keep cutting.
As youh know my house fone boh battery liaoz~
Hmm, learned how to 'plucked' Eyebrows` indy afternoon.
With Noona` and Ateh`!!! :D
Very funny, then we help Ateh tie hair.
Noona and me tryna play with her Curlyly Hair` Hah
Woke up, serpose to eat breakfast.
But becum Lunch Loh
Not much fun today de lah.

OkeyDokey~
Flying off to FB now.
Cya bloggy nextt timee kk? :O
Wheeeeeee, slurrrpppp~ Byeszx

Things just can't explained by mouth.

2010-05-31T19:47:00.002+08:00

Well, Quite a tiring day today. (:
Woke up at 5.00 to meet baby at his house the bus stop.
So sorry that i reached late. Caused you to wait for me so long.
As the bus is so slow... that old uncle drives so slowly.
We intending to go whitesands to have breakfast at Mac.
But instead, we lost our way. We took 39 from his bus stop.
Then we chat until dunno where are we. Suddenly realised and ask him, where is this?
Then he though for awhile, oh no! We passed the stop. But actually we dint passed the stop.
We never even reach the bus stop, cos we took wrong bus! :D
He feel so guilty, hahaha, relax boyyy ^^ I dun mind finding way back to school tgt. (:
Then he had his breakfast, I dint eat. Cos every morning if i eat, i will have stomachache.
But i think baby dunno, thats why he always ask me to eat breakfast with him :D

Hmm, june structured programme is damn shuang (:
Just watch the outsiders and go comp lab enjoy the air-con.
So cool, i love it! ^^ Hahahaha.
After the programme, went to WZ mummy's hse, wait for her to bathe and all first.
Then headed to TM and buy sketch book for the science project, banana thingy.
While eachary papa and baby go seoul garden to have lunch. >.<
After buying the sketch book, WZ mummy wanna to mini toons.
So we saw a fluffy keychain, damn big and nice lor! So we bought it tgt.
Mine is pink, her's is black. :D After that, i saw a ducky keychain. Soft one. Slipper in shape.
Somemore in front got one duck, so i bought it for baby's ducky at home, MY NUER :D

Then WZ mummy came to my house to do the science presentation.
During the science structure programme, its like we almost finish doing our presentation.
Then we press wrong button, everything gone, LJ. :D
Our efforts gone down the drain, waste my time only. sadded ;O
So WZ mummy had to come my hse and finish the presentation. So troublesome lehhs.
Do for quite long time, then she ask me cook instant noodle for her. The i ask maid cook :D
While i went for my hot bath. ^^ Called baby for awhile b4 i go bathe derhs.
Went down my hse, WZ mummy bought a drink and i bought the M&M choco! YAYEEE!
Then sent her off to bus stop, pei her wait for bus, then we go separate ways lerhs.

Going to meet baby again tomorrow! :D
Thats all for today. So... total conclusion: Fun day! (:

Signing off;kxu

Today totally ruined.

2010-05-24T16:34:00.002+08:00

Sorry peepz, so long then i post. I post before, but cuz i press wrong thing then all the words are gone :( And im far too lazy to type them again. >.<

My mood is swaying currently and just now too. I hate this days.

You were once my closest friend, my 'mummy' and the one i love most.......

But this fact seems to change.
Maybe there had been some problem. Thats why we drift apart.
I dunno why im starting to dislike you. Because you seem to changed to another person.
And that 'another' person.....that attitude....that personality..... I dun like.
Things are getting worse for me. I feel absolutely sad and just unable to explain that sadness.
Im starting to hate the ppl around me. The things that occurred.
I dunno why.... Maybe things always gone bad in the end.
I love you so much..... But, you doesn't seems to treasure our friendship.
You doesn't seem to care about me and our friendship anymore.
I am only the one who is trying to save this friendship. I love you much as a friend.
But you dint spare a thought for me. You dint even ask or care how do i feel when you leave me all alone with other ppl. And although im following other ppl, my mind was all bout you all.
You dunno anything..... I am the only one who is feeling sad bout this.
But u dun seem to bother bout this. You can even laugh happily like the past and pretend nothing had happen. Or maybe not pretend. Is you totally dun care or dunno?
I wonder....

Even if some day i get back to you all, you don't care how i feel even if im left out.
I feel uber terrible... I thought things aren't gonna turn out this way.
I thought you will be the one who is able to help me.
And go through hardship wif me.
But in the end, you're not the one. Instead, you disappoint me.
I dunno who am i going wif now. So confused. Mixed up.
There's only one person that have always remain in my heart.
She never fails to leave that position. Even if she doesn't show that she cares or dun talk to me.
I still noe she cares... She's none other than my chm.
Not you, my 'mummy' anymore. You leave me all enola when i need you the most. ):
I always feel like crying whenever i see you. But i always have to put up brave front.
I don't wan you to pity me. I just wan you to care. Im not pathetic AT ALL. ):

Many things happen in this past few weeks and days.
Not gonna say wad happen. >.<
Even baby seems to change. I seriously dun understand why.
Going bonkers! Ewww.

I don't think this world, has ever had this word "true friend".
Im just so attracted by this word, but it doesn't seem to exist.
I wan that.

I wan a true friend that is always by my side.
I wan a true friend that i can share troubles and happiness with.
I wan a true friend that can help me when i have problems.
I wan a true friend that nvr fails to support me always.
I wan a true friend that treats me fairly.
I wan a true friend that don't badmouth me behind my back.
I wan a true friend that can be natural and don't have to act good in front of me.
I wan a true friend that can lend me her shoulder when i feel like crying.
I wan a true friend that i can heart to heart talk with.
I wan a true friend that can keep my secrets.

Lastly, I wan i true friend that can share sweets with me. (:

Is there one?

Signing off; kxu

Such a lucky day ^^

2010-05-10T15:44:00.002+08:00

Good afternoon. (:
Just came out from the warmy bathroom. Here to share my feelings about my test for today.
I didn't expect the English would be that difficult and easy. Like mix? Lols.
Its kind of abit above my standard, and abit lower than my standard. No link? O.O
History was bad enough for me to get F if im not wrong. Its kinda hardy ehh.
Hope for the best (: Godd luck to you people.

Heheheh, have tuition today. At 4, which is soon.
Not much today bahs.. Okay. Still that same, misses my boyfren.
Texting him currently.
Okay, i going off now. Bye peeps! :D

signing off; kxu

Dancing rocks!

2010-05-09T20:14:00.008+08:00

Da jia wan shang hao (:

Here are some rusty pics in my fone, just found them. (:
Im so blur, i accidentally deleted me and my sis pic, and its super niceee, aww, i missed it.

I woke up at 10+ in the morning. Then got changed and rush down to my dance.
Freaking tired. After we reached, then ate breakfast and lunch there.
Preparing for dance. Perspired alot ehh. Hahaha, isn't it good? Jian fei also ma ;D
Learned quite alot of dance steps, so fun! I love it.

After dance finished,just realised that i have tuition at 3. But was cancelled.
Because i was not at home as i just finished my dance
And i dun think i can get home by 5 min to attend my tuition.
Changed to Monday which is next day. LOL

Just finished studying history from 4 pm to 8 pm. Thats kinda long.
But also dunno if did i absorb the contents or memorize them. O.O
Smsed boyfren all the way long while studying.

Sorry that i forgot to post yesterday. Was busy doing other things then forgot to post.
Yesterday was superduper fun. Hahaha, ryt boyfren?
Chatted on fone with boyfren for exactly 3 hours.
We chatted halfway then suddenly my hse fone got problem. High peech sound came out.
Dunno wad happened also. But never mind, hse got 2 fone. So i went to use the other one.
Hehehe, then we continued our conversation. I sang alot of childhood songs for him lehh ^^
And i made him laugh alot, see... i so good right? (:
Then we noticed that we have been chatting for bout 2 hours and 58 min.
So we intend to hang down exactly 3 hours. HEEE >.<
Crap alot with him. So cool :D Iloveboyfren muchies ^^

Alryty, im going off now (:
Bye non-existing non-readers. :D

signing off, kxu.

Awww,what a fucking day today.

2010-05-07T17:57:00.002+08:00

As usual, woke up at 6.15 am. My butt just doesn't wanna leave the sweety bed.
Getting ready and pack my stuffs. Leave the house at 6.35 and headed to 17 BS.
Waited for claudia's dad to fetch us. Same routine, have to sit down thr and wait as they always come later than us. Fuck it, eyes are small and sleepy.
Bad boyfren made me cry ytd. >.<>
And that small thing can actually make me cry??? Unbelievable. heh (:

During recess, went with syaza's clique and all. :D
5 of us, nana, nakiah, syaza, keela and me ate fan choy. Deliciaso^^
After that, i met my saviour! Pokka green tea. SSSSSLLLUUURRRRPPPP!
i swear! I definitely feel super duper uber sleepy during english lesson.
My eyes are swaying and swaying.. head is turning and turning. HAHAHA.
Btw, i run 2.4 today, really tired. Almost vomitted and feel dizzy.
Oh dear, this shows that my physical and stamina is not good.
Gotta ask boyfren train me! :O He always do physical trainin himself.
He run so fast today, 8.5, he uses bout 11+ min to finish. Cuz he run non-stop.
Awesome baby, :D while i? i finish the race in 30 min if im not wrong.
Im so lousy :O Looks like i have to exercise more, good ehh. Also can jian fei :D
Lmao. Now, specially worried for my upcoming tests.
And today, the sec 3's, 4's and 5's have their's. Our class got nagged and hollered at, for 3 particular time. 1 was mr singh, mrs lim and the other is dunno who lah, a gurl teacher.
Then after school, same as yesterday, stayed back in skool for dnt.
Dint expect that boyfren is in the dnt room too, he was helping brent to complete his toy.
Wonder if he really did, cos i just see him sitting on the chair, looking here and thr, daydreaming.
Hahahaha.

Final conclusion ( wow,sounds like writing compo)
Today is a long and great day. Of cos, i misses me good boyfren (:
And he have just finished his physical trainin with his frens again.
Sucha hardworking boy, not only this. In watching hk dramas too. :P

Why am i posting so much ehh?
Also not really much readers. HAHAHA,nvm lah. ^^
Okeydokey, going off now. Next post then i post pic.
Cuz jiejie wanna post too. (: And i'll be heading to my sexay bathroom. ;D
Sounds weird. okay, never mind. hahaha!
Cya readers... ( i doubt any huh?)

oh and one last thing, just saying.
Maybe i will frequently post now and talk bout my daily life. Hehehex
Cos i find it fun anyways.. >.<
Not byebye, shall be zai jian. [:

signing off; kxu

They're awesome :D

2010-05-06T19:38:00.002+08:00

Hello peepz (:
I had a great day today, specially during recess and after school.
Im so pleased that Syaza,Nakiah,Aqilah and asyura have been accompanying me all these while. They're definitely awesome. They never fails to let me feel that i belongs to their clique. And im so grateful. I won't forget it. Thanks lovelies.

During recess, we went to library to do science homework. Hahaha, they were so hardworking, yeah. Copying each other's work. Joke ehh. ;D After that, we went down, then aqilah and Nakiah and syaza elee bought food. Left 10 min only, they still manage to finish their food. Pro huh? ^^
I always feel super sleepy whenever we have science or maths lesson. Its damn boring kays?
But i never ever sleep during class, not even once. Unless exam time. After school, still have to do DNT, after we finished our lunch then we went up and continue with our DNT work. Was quite slack though. Lazy to do, so just paint the toy with aqilah and clique. Then finish le, we went down then slack in school as asyura says so. Hehehe, so sat down with Nakiah,claudia and asyura elee. (: They were looking through me and boyfriends smses. Hahaha. We head home at 4.30.

Was quite a tiring day, somemore yesterday i do work for 4 hours. Its killing me dude.
Okay, im heading to my warn shawer^^ Bye guys!

signing off;kxu.

Hello fellowbellows ;D

2010-04-27T21:01:00.003+08:00

Hello fellowbellows ;D
Miss you, this sweety blog.
As i have not filling in the white page recently.
I think i gonna be quiet in class for another day.
Have been experiencing hardship throughout the day.
Tomorrow, same thing happen again. Dunno what should i do tmr.
Boyfriend will be on MC 2 days, including today. Got throat infection.
Pathetic me have to wait, wait and wait. Gone so peaceful in class today.
I miss boyfriend veryberi much lehhs.

26 April 10 :
Meet up with my aunt, going somerset cut hair.
Went with my maid and Aunt. Was quite a long journey.
Reached opposite centrepoint, then go up L5.
Cousin help us cut hair. He cut bangs for me.
Cos i told him that my previous fringe is irritating, too long.
I find it quite okay. The only thing is many ppl cut bangs too. Which i dun like.

27 April 10 :
During history lesson, was like chaos. Teacher and student hollering at one another.
Teacher find excuses, students talk back. This is so irritating and fucking childish.
Can the students stop arguing with mrs teo?
She wanna scold, scold until she no sound also her problem.
What for wanna talk back then shout from the end of the class to another.
I totally hate this man. Mrs teo also got problem one. Anyhow scold people. Tsk.

Oh dear, mid year exam is just about 3 more days. Im afraid.
Cos i noe myself, i noe my own standard. Sure fail der.
Tryin to be optimistic. Not effective at all. Make me sad more.
Wish me all the best, and of cos, you all too (:

Okay, im going off now.
Advance good night and sweet dreams peeper. :D

Im waiting for your return hunney.
Quickly recover okay??

Yay! pierced!

2010-04-12T16:27:00.010+08:00

Here are some pics of having family dinner with my ah gong and manymany peeple,including claudia.(: We met some ah gua on that day. So disgusting. Got one wear until very sexay. :D Manage to upload some. The others take very long, next time shall put up them.

Today was rather a bad day.
Cos of the fucking incident, and i dint talk to him.
Not even one word. So curious... what the heck is going on.
Is this going to be constant forever? I hope it won't, i am so shang xin now.
Let's see... tomorrow is gonna be a super doom day. D:
What am i gonna do? I think i gonna find other partner to sit with during art.
I think he's not gonna move to my area during history. Never mind. I can understand.
GBM, everything will be fine gurl.

Went to ws with JL jamie and natalee :D
Firstly, they bring me to pierce my ear then headed to the library to have lunch.
Ate galilee special, tomatoes! (: Delicious yum yum.
Then walk to the the bus stop, and wait for the bus awhile.
Board bus, reached home.
After piercing, my ear have the feeling of blue-black. Heh

Byebye, signing off;kxu

I dint expect it ! :D

2010-04-09T22:11:00.004+08:00

Hihi avrybardy (:
I just came back from speech day :D
I swear it was damn fun! Though i was just listening Mrs woo and Dr ong talking.
But i was rather suey before and after the talk. Just reached school in the afternoon with claudia about 3+. And unlucky me, met octopus and ryan. They *kok* my head so many times. Im so pathetic :D Somemore i dint have my breakfast. And i leave the house after eating one cup noodle. Gastric was acting up during the talk. Feel damn sleepy, lol. Stomach growling somemore. The saddest thing was many ppl bring sweets! They were like.... sneaking here and there. Tryin to stuff some sweets inside their mouth (: But i dint have any of them.. sadded.
Hmm.. performance ah? Overall still quite ok lah. Modern dance is nice (: I'm lovin it.
After the talk, the audience still have to help them put back the chairs.
But i dint really did much :D Was strolling around after pulling two chairs to the corner.
Then they gave us snickers! Wow, i dint expect that they will give us chocolate. I thought they will give like some mini biscuits or cake. Im so happeh!
After released, rush to the canteen.. went to the AVA room look for the guzheng ppl.
Then saw them eating, make me jealous. Rush to the canteen with esmee^^
We go eat laksa with charmaine choo, vanessa and esmee. Not really nice. Tsk
Then kokxin leave school first to meet up with darren. So i passed by to go no. 3 bus stop tgt.
Was waiting bus with Jiefu, sis, melvin and evelle :D Laughed alot while waiting. Cos of melvin.
Hahahaha... crappo. Bus come liao, board bus with sis and evelle.

Was quite a long day... abit tired.
But after all, still a great day.
Becos i have great frens that are able to make me laugh.
But things are still not over.
I believe.
Slowly, things will change for the better (:

In the end, things still turn out the same..

2010-04-08T22:49:00.002+08:00

I hate this ending. Must things always be the same? Making me irritated. Oh dear... i don't know how to face you anymore. I want to avoid... but sadly, i can't. How i wish i can reverse the time, so i can stop everything. Im... speechless. I just hope you can stop talking to me for the moment. So i can keep myself calm. Im so sorry.. sorry for causing so much trouble. Have you ever think.... maybe its really time for me and you to let go? Im causing so much unhappy things to you. Not only that, your pride... has gone. Even mine too. Just so hard to understand. I know whatever she did is good for me... but its just hard to leave you. I need time to cool down and think. Things shall stay constant like this first.

Im so tired... really tired and sick of all this. Bye

Baking cookies with claudia and KX :D

2010-04-03T17:51:00.004+08:00

Nice scene eh?
Christmas tree cookie!
I love this couple cookie.
At anuty rosy's condo.
eyes so big for wad?

Chio bu ehh?! :D
Lump of cow's shit, heh,no lah.

Hellohello :D
Im here to post about baking cookies with claudia and KX (:
But i think thats last sunday,quite long ago.
Hmm..had much fun there.
Walking here and there to buy the ingredients and all.
Then wait for claudia's mother to pick us up.
But she's gonna be late, so me and claudia went down for a swim!
Quite fun, so cool manz. :D
thank you. Byebye.

Ilovecliffchow! <33333

signing off; kxu.

Happy 2nd month!

2010-04-02T12:25:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 2ND MONTH BABY!! :D

Da jia hao (:
Yesterday talk to baby on fone.
Hehehe, i call him for no reason.

Me; hello?
Baby: yes? gladys ask me to call you.
Me; err, yah.
Baby; anything important?
Me; nopenope.
Baby; then you call me for?
Me; huh? cannot call ah? oh then byebye.
Baby; oh nonono! of cos you can. U miss me ah?
Me; errr.. *silence*
Baby; lol jk lah.
Me; dun need tok joke lah. Its a fact wad.
Baby; really?!
Me; yepyep.

LOL, cute larh he.
Then we talk for quite long.. so noisy.
He on the bus with brent, so many the tapping ez-link card sound.
Tsktsk. :D
We tok for quite long leh.. until 11.30 then i go sleep.
So tired.. hais. i miss baby naooooooo ._.
okok i go eat lunch now. byebye! (:

What is about me today?

2010-03-30T21:07:00.002+08:00

Hellohello today got cca again. I love it. Our cca teacher never come, so we practice ourselves. Had fun practicing, sometimes, if i think clearly, its not really 100% lousy staying guzheng. Sometimes its fun and relax. So coolx :D So sad D: Today art lesson, sit with hunney awhile only. Then he kena force to sit at the front, cos tze and him talk and talk and talk. Hmm, but spent quite a long time tgt Cos eng lesson and maths lesson become relief lesson. Then we chat, and i became a bit siao. After cca, saw claire and claudia, waited KX to come down. Claire so clever lor,say hello to her, then pretend dk me hor.... hah! Laughed alot with Claudia KX and claire. So funny. They keep saying bout KX got piercing at her nips. LOL just a fun day today^^ But...still hope everyday can be better. (:

OkeyDokey, i going now :D
Wonder where i go? I going claire's blog and tag her!
Heeee,thanks to her, i laugh alot today! :D
I am always a cheerful gurl ley~ Byebye.

Iloveyoubaby

I have a new fren! :D

2010-03-25T16:05:00.002+08:00

hellohulloharlo peeps! Today was quite a borin day. After school, suppose to have supplementary class. But teacher absent. So we got relieve class today! Yay! Mood was totally crapz during history. Played with paints. Then Mrs teo was like pulling my uniform then ask me turn and face the board. Fvcking irritating. Silly look. LOL no link. Science lesson, one word... BORIN. But sometimes quite fun. Cos mr choo is so kind as in evil and evil as in kind. hahaha,he say de. Today tok alot with GGF. He's so kind,lmao. I have been a joker today. Turn horny and sick in class. Princess yew wei was like.. errr, kind of surprise and shock. Cos today i do the things that i normally don't do. heh :D Hunney playing with broken glasses, cause me have to go around tt area and help him pick up. -.- But its ok (: Overall, today was fine^^

Okay, time to end.
But before i end, i have to say something.
I got a new fren! Her name is Vannie. LOL
( I promise you and i did it! :D)
Lalalalala... i very frenly ryt? lmao! Just kidding. :D

What am i going to do?! Heartbreak.

2010-03-23T21:06:00.002+08:00

Zhen me ban? I can't stand it... Am i really going to leave the school just like that?I don't wan...My heart is so pain...bleeding profusely.Its like thousands and millions of knife just stab through my heart.I don't want to leave the place which i had already stayed there for almost 1 and a half year.I have developed feelings for it. But why must i leave there?Must you make things so worst?! Im so sad, can't express.. No matter how much i explain.. no use le..

I so kelian!!

2010-03-13T20:40:00.003+08:00

Hello humans (:
I'm here to post bout my sufferings since i came back from Cross country. So sad right... Stayed at my aunt house because don't feel like going home, lazy take bus too, heeeee. Then i napnap very early. Cos was really damn tired after straining my whole body de muscles. Yesterday's de cheering competition was totally crapppscx! LLOLL
Now my muscles are torturing me like siao~ I have to walk like a cripple rather than a normal person... Almost whole body, ahhh! Feel restless everyday. Bleh, need go back school on 16 and 19 march for cca. Going to perform on 26 march at lao ren yuan :D I would love to visit them. But i don't like to play guzheng.. :X Zhen me ban?? O.O
Nowadays have been feeling lonely... becos Kx always go out wif her frens. Left me alone. Nvm...she got her own things to do,shan't blame her. :D

Holiday assignments!!! Grrr....

Now... im going to bath ^^ Byebye humans! :D

*Can't see you for 9 days! 9 days man...
Nevermind, meeting on thursday yea (:
Hope i can recover from the pain im suffering now.
Then we can have a good jog and exercise tgt. :D

Im so panic-stricken!

2010-03-11T21:02:00.002+08:00

Wooo~ Cheering competition and cross country held tmr! So fast yea? O.O Im so extremely don't feel like going up the stage and embarrass myself, hahaha. Specially when our class tee totally ruined! The whole class is not cooperative at all. Class tee was confirmed, in the end...nvr order. Ppl just went Uniclo buy simple tee. Should have quickly order and use tze's design. (: Hmm... cross country? Helphelp! I think i gonna faint like how i do b4. Run till my whole face red. I hope i can achieve medal, but i don't think i can. Last year is just lucky, just right, i got 20th. But this year i don even bother to train myself. Its okay if i don't get it. Most important is enjoy the breeze right? Lmao.

Things are getting complicated... becos of me right? I shouldn't have cut in right? So its gonna be my fault, and shall i be sorry? I don't know. Becos i have only one thing in my mind, which is "help" this word. Maybe you think im wrong, im just being kp, i dunno anything yet i act tt i noe. But seriously i don't. I really want to help to get things better, but in the end, i implicate myself. So sorry.... Saw you, but just couldn't help myself to greet you. Becos everything aren't the same as before... no longer... why do i say so much when no one even cares? LOL, i think im just being extraodinary. Stupid idiotic me, hehehe.
Stop here, my leg is detioriating. It has been shifting places, and can't move back to it original place. Its damndamn pain. I can't tolerate it. T.T
JY JY JY avry1 for tomorrow! :D

Signing off; Kxu

Central!

2010-03-05T19:55:00.004+08:00

Went to central with clara rachel gladys jialing and meifei (:
Had a very so called nice lunch at the kopitiam. :D
Then eating while chatting,chatting while crapping.
Hahahaha,had a great time.
So sad... Claudia pang seh us..she had to go somewhr else which idk whr....
After finish eating,headed back to skool,then jialing and gladys sent me to the bus stop.
While ShortyBumptyHumptyDumpty and rachelrachelbaby headed another side.
ShortyBumptyHumptyDumpty waited for LJH. ^^
And lastly.... Iloveclarapoh,the Shortybumptyhumptydumpty! :D
MUACK EVERYONE!
Byebye,i go airport liao... i go thr bathe ah..FOC one leh. heeee